When it starts when it ends

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Infinity

It’s like it’s not the same part of me that’s feeling that’s writing

I don’t know if that makes grammatical sense but in my language it makes sense

The question is whether ‘I’ might be able to read myself

Will you ever be able to read yourself?

It’s the moment when all is and all becomes in all its imperfections all at once.

As true as experiencing when the process takes you to your knowing

But how can it be your knowing unless you get there somehow

Does the knowing become as you discover it?

Will you ever be able to read yourself?
Will writing this make you become who you are?
In infinity it goes

You can never know how it ends

You can never know how it starts

And you can only stay there forever

We have gone full circle.


Smile

She looked at my white hair

She asked me what happened there

I smiled at her and said ‘life’

He wondered about my future

Curious about the choices I didn’t make

I smiled at him and said ‘wife’

Since we lie all the time

What truth shall I serve you?

Well, Medium or Rare?

We carry all these masks

Carefully wear them out

Forgetting who we are

They searched for the house, ring and kid

They asked me what I’d rather be

I smiled at them and said ‘Free’

I looked at them with all my facets

Remembering all the truths can co-exist

They smiled at me and let me be.


Chains

A window of opportunity

A door opening

A glimpse of light

A sign from the sky

Serendipity

The words of a stranger

When music feels like home

When the inner warmth makes you smile

A memory that was misunderstood

Words fallen into place

Not like heavy anchors

But floating seashells moving through the waves

A simple rhythm echoing that of your heart

Makes you want to dance like a child

Around and around like ideas that never end

Never knowing when it starts when it ends

This might be your version of surfing

This might be why you were called dolphin

For your yearning to dance in the swell

To play among the drops and rays of sunshine

You who doesn’t really know how to swim

Yet feels this is where you belong

Where people’s hearts seem so free

Held by the ocean of possibilities

Where no doors are closed

And chains are set free


Glorious glaucous

Let the subconscious mind wander

It shall find the answer without a worry

The rhyme will come to you in no hurry

When the timing is right it is ready

Appearing on paper in all its splendour

Reminiscing of a past that was so close

One the tip of your tongue was the prose

Now vanished in the ocean of thoughts

Dancing with the autumn leaves lit by the sun

California dreamin’